- i realized how stupid i was in relationships, i really have grown today. i thought to myself why the eff do i keep saying no whenever i get asked out? i remember a guy asking me out and i also liked him i have no clue why i said no to him ... i wish i really didnt because i wouldnt be like this right now. but i may have a good reason why i dont feel like dating, it was this guy on one night, he literally ruined my whole life. actually there were two. one was way older and one was almost my age. i wish i wasnt so weak, they knew that i was so they took advantage of it. i wish they were never invited into my life, cause all this wouldnt have happened. i really wish they never had to go through that, cause now im so scared of being too close with guys and i know they always think im a bitch but honestly it was because of my bad experience and i sometimes wish they knew that. if that guy ever asked me out ill say yes, because i know i cant lose all the chances that come by i need to grasp that chance and take control of my life, not letting the fears control my life.
the story of my life.
xoxo
3 comments:
hunny, you need to go with the flow . never let something bad that happened to you ruin your life . you are NOT weak . you are a strong person . at this moment you are just losing face . i believe in you to perk up . because i know you will, and you can . =) i love you so much . and if another jerkoff hurts you in ANYWAY tell me and i'll beat the shit out of him . MKAY ! i love you !
-wflvpls
awe this one was reall cute michelle rofl,
yeah mang ! i know how you can really beat up a guy,
like beating up danielle i was so thankful for you being there,
AHAHA no wonder why i didnt help him out there.
XD you're the best ily too
whoo is this 'him&him' ???
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