broken.

"I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything"

         

 

         

{Were you faking it the whole time? Why ditch me like an abandoned body? Was I your second thought? Do I disgust you? So many questions you left unanswered burdened upon my shoulders...}

You are the reason why it makes it harder to trust another human being to this day. I wish you gave me an answer for your absence. Not a day goes by without thinking of you and time only makes it harder.  I push away the unbearable pain that I deal with day to day, it only seems to come back even worse. Daily reminders of you, only kills me to think about you again. I miss your smile, your laugh and your touch. You visit in my sleep, it's only too bad that it's not reality...