life.

-heylo! my second blog of the summer, this should be happy but it isn't. Sorry folks, my grandma isn't doing too well this time. I hope she's not the next to go cause I can't stand it anymore, deaths, surgerys everything is about death this year. I hope she survives, nothing's working out right now. I can't always hope for it to work out.. i guess i have to do something about it too. My moms been really demented lately, it isn't pleasant. That's why "I cringe when I hear the beeping as the front door opens hoping that it'll all be over soon." She practically nags me about everything, even though knows part of it was her fault too. I hope that next summer i'll be gone for the whole 2 months.

happy topic now: Volleyball Camp. It was amazing I met new people, loved chilling with them. It was my time to get away from my troubles for awhile, I know i still gotta go back to it and fix it up. I just wish that the camp lasted a bit longer, I met Jacky, Lindsay (from last year), and Laynee and Taylor, and more. And of course, nothing like new guys coming in this year and i find them reaaaaaaaaal cute ;) but it sucks that they always hang with the "popular" group.
im gonna go for now i'll be back to add more stuff or blog more.

have a great summer
xoxo